Superior Realities Sixth Anniversary: Reflections

Six years have now past since the first post appeared on Superior Realities. Time flies when you’re yelling at Blizzard, I suppose.

The Greatest City in the WorldIn some ways it doesn’t feel like it’s been that long, but in others it feels like a lifetime. I was still writing Dispatches from the Romulan War when this blog started, for crying out loud.

When the blog started, I lived in Toronto, then I moved to the country for a few years, then I moved back to the city. Seems like rather a lot of effort just to move from the west end to the east end.

I still miss Parkdale. My new neighbourhood is nice, too, but that’s the problem. It’s too nice. I’ve been here for going on two years now, and I’m still waiting to get the bum’s rush. I don’t fit in here.

I try to visit Parkdale as often as possible. I feel like I belong there. It’s the only place I’ve ever been where I’m not the weirdest person around.

When I lived in Toronto the first time, I lived with my father and a couple cats. Now that I’ve returned, I live alone with many books but no cats.

When the blog began, freelance writing was still some new and exciting adventure I was embarking upon. Now it’s just old hat.

Looks pretty in the picture, but it's really a miserable placeI’ve written… three novels since this blog started. I think. Three or four. Of course only one of them (Human Again) has seen the light of day so far. I’ve also written who knows how many short stories in that time.

Six years ago, I had hair. I should really update that profile picture at some point. Male pattern baldness can suck it, by the way.

When the site launched, I was a huge Metric fan, and now I’m a huge Metric fan who’s shaken Emily’s hand (best day ever). I’m also now a huge Chvrches fan, but I haven’t shaken Lauren’s hand.

When Superior Realities began, I was still in the process of re-entering the gaming world. Of course I’d been playing WoW for a while by then and had also played StarCraft II and maybe one or two other things, but I was still a bit out of the loop on the industry as a whole.

Since then I’ve broadened my horizons considerably. I eventually got around to most if not all of the games I missed out on during my teen years and embraced many modern classics, as well as a few more obscure titles. I hated Bioware for a while, then I kind of liked them, then I loved them, then I think I hated them again for a bit, and now I’m just generally confused.

They had real winters up there. That's somethingI’ve blogged through four WoW expansions, the rise and fall of my passion for Guild Wars 2, and my totally unexpected dive into Star Wars: The Old Republic. I fell in love with The Secret World, and now I’ve had to cope with its inglorious collapse. In general I’ve created enough MMO characters to form an entire battalion, and like half of them are named Maigraith.

I’ve mourned the cancellations of Defiance and Sanctuary, and I’ve fallen in love with Continuum, Dark Matter, and iZombie. I’ve reviewed some very good movies, and also Immortals.

It has been suggested I should take this opportunity to examine whether I’ve achieved my goals for the blog, to which I can only say… maybe? I guess?

Honestly I’m kind of losing sight of what the point was originally supposed to be. Nowadays blogging is just part of my routine; it’s not something I think a lot about. Just an excuse to run my mouth (figuratively speaking) without anyone trying to change the subject on me like they usually do.

I’m mostly happy with the traffic I get, though of course it’d always be nice to get more, and I do get a decent amount of attention within the greater community, so that’s nice.

Best day ever

Shake your head, it’s empty…

I will confess that I wish I got more comments, though. Figure pretty much every blogger wishes they got more comments, and compared to the handful of blogs I follow, I seem to get less comments than most. Not sure why this is, but I imagine it’s some combination of my terrible opinions, my long-winded endurance test of a writing style, and my cantankerous personality.

Of course, reflecting on the past also invariably leads one to pondering the future. For the most part, I suppose it will continue to be steady as she goes for Superior Realities for the immediate future.

I’m always mulling ideas for new types of content, but I dismiss almost all of them.

There’s often the temptation to expand beyond my relatively narrow sci-fi/fantasy/video game focus (the lack of Simpsons content on this blog saddens me sometimes), but at the same time I think there’s something to be said for keeping a clear vision for the site. I like the idea that my readers know what they’re getting: angry nerd rants and Elves.

I’ve thought about doing a series on various songs that I use for inspiration when writing fiction, but most people’s ears start bleeding when confronted with my musical taste.

I could also probably get a lot more posts out of the head canon and backstories for my video game characters, but my previous posts on that subject have the dubious distinction of being the least popular posts I’ve ever done by every available metric, so I probably won’t bother with that.

To winter I belongI tried my hand at video content recently, and there’s some temptation to do more of that, but it’s another thing that didn’t get much reaction. Plus I’m not sure I can bring anything to the table that the legions of YouTubers out there aren’t already covering, and I definitely have a voice for text (which is like a face for the radio, kind of).

I’m also often tempted to post more of my fiction and thoughts related to it on the blog, but again, such posts never seem to generate much interest, so I’m kind of gravitating away from that at this point.

Seriously, if you ever feel like doing me a favour, go read some of my stories and leave feedback. I don’t mind criticism as long as it’s constructive. I’m particularly interested in opinions on The Wounding and Lady of the Dawn, as that setting is very important to me, but In Her Sister’s Pose is probably the best thing I’ve written as far as short fiction goes.

Anyway, if any of these ideas sound like they’d interest you, or if you there’s something else you’d like to me to do with the blog, let me know, but otherwise it’s probably going to be status quo for the time being. There is many a Warcraft rant yet to be written.

In closing, I would like to thank my readers for sticking with me all this time. Be seeing you, sweetlings.

In the half-light.

Star Trek: Revisiting Old Favourites

Over the last few months, I’ve been rewatching my two favourite Star Trek series — The Next Generation and Enterprise — through a couple of streaming services. While I was once a rabid Trek fan, I have been rather vocal about leaving the fandom behind, and it’s been many years since I last watched any Trek.

The cast of Star Trek: EnterpriseNonetheless, my disillusionment with the franchise hasn’t fully extinguished the flames of my nostalgia. It’s been interesting to revisit both shows and look at them with new, more mature eyes.

The Next Generation:

What struck more me than anything while rewatching TNG was that there is a shockingly high number of episodes ranging from mediocre to unwatchably bad, but that the good episodes are often astonishingly good. “The Drumhead” in particular stands out as an episode that is depressingly timeless.

I also began to realize just how much the series is carried by how amazing Patrick Stewart is. Nearly every episode that’s truly memorable features Picard prominently. The handful that remain are mainly Data episodes.

That’s not to say the rest of the crew is entirely dead weight. Worf definitely had his moments. I quite like Geordi, though for whatever reason most of the episodes that focus on him seem to be pretty lame. Even Troi got one or two good episodes, and Marina Sirtis deserves a fair bit of praise for her excellent performance in “Face of the Enemy.”

Still, the truth is that without Patrick Stewart and Brent Spiner TNG would have been a very forgettable series.

The cast of Star Trek: The Next GenerationAlso, Riker is a jerk. I never realized it before, but all he does for the entire series is scowl and yell at people.

On the whole, my return to TNG showed me that all the episodes I remembered being good still were, but conversely it also reinforced my belief that Star Trek is a franchise that has mostly squandered its own potential.

Enterprise:

Ah, Enterprise. A series for which my passion once reached irrational heights. Revisiting it has definitely been an interesting experience.

Unfortunately the first two seasons of Enterprise have not stood the test of time as well as they might have. Partly it’s that the special effects — impressive in their day — are now showing their age, but the stories, too, are often not as good as I remember them being.

Mind you, Enterprise’s first two seasons still have a lot less truly bad episodes than TNG — “Acquisition” and “Precious Cargo” are the only ones I’ve outright skipped in my rewatch — but there’s a lot of mediocrity and a lot of forgettable episodes. “Cold Front” is notable for being the episode toward which my feelings have changed the most. I used to love it, but now I just think it’s a rambly, confusing mess.

Archer and Mayweather in the Enterprise episode To be fair, there are definitely some good episodes in the first two seasons. “Broken Bow” isn’t as good as I remember it being, but it’s still a pretty respectable pilot. “Dear Doctor” and “The Breach” are still pretty good. “Detained” and “Stigma” are actually a lot better than I gave them credit for at the time — “Detained,” especially, is another depressingly timeless episode.

But on the whole my rewatch of seasons one and two left me underwhelmed.

As of right now, though, I’m nearing the end of season three, and it’s a different story.

I wasn’t sure the Xindi arc would hold up so well over time, but in fact I’m finding it remains incredibly impressive even after so many years and so many viewings. From “The Expanse” straight on through it’s a nearly flawless story full of tension, excitement, mystery, and emotion.

I think the trilogy of “Azati Prime,” “Damage,” and “The Forgotten” may well be the high water mark for the entire Star Trek franchise — at least in terms of raw emotion, anyway. Perhaps other parts of the franchise may be more intellectually stimulating, but nothing else is as powerful.

There’s so much that’s excellent within the Xindi arc — and in those three episodes especially — that I’m not even sure how to organize my thoughts. Do I talk about how shocking it was to see the heroes of the story so utterly helpless, so utterly defeated in “Azati Prime”? Do I expound upon the gut-wrenching power of Trip finally breaking down over the death of his sister in “The Forgotten”?

A screenshot from the Enterprise episode Rewatching these episodes, I’m realizing just how massive an influence they’ve been on my own writing, how much I’m trying to recapture some of the feelings Enterprise has instilled in me. You can see “Azati Prime” in the crushing losses I’ve handed my characters, and “The Forgotten” has left its fingerprints all over my story In Her Sister’s Pose.

Season three even helps the first two seasons make more sense. Unlike the other Trek shows — except arguably DS9 — Enterprise has a clear theme and arc throughout. It’s about the innocence of humanity’s first steps into the stars, an infant race struggling to understand its place in the universe. In the first two seasons, the crew is full of a childlike wonder and joy, and in the Xindi arc, their innocence is ripped away, and they’re forced to mature — as we all are sooner or later.

It’s masterful.

The one other thing that has really struck me while rewatching Enterprise is just how amazing Jolene Blalock is. Phlox and Hoshi remain my favourite characters based on personal taste, but if I’m going to be objective, I think T’Pol is probably the best part of Enterprise.

Jolene Blalock is able to convey an incredible amount with very subtle shifts of body language and facial expressions. Despite her seemingly cold Vulcan demeanor, you can always tell exactly how T’Pol is feeling at any given moment, and when her veneer cracks, Ms. Blalock is able to portray the feelings beneath with an elemental fury that’s simply remarkable.

The end result is that T’Pol embodies the harsh reality of Vulcans: That they are not unemotional, but in fact hyper-emotional and fighting a constant internal war simply to be able to function.

Jolene Blalock as T'Pol in Star Trek: EnterpriseT’Pol was often ill-served by the writers. She was forced into far too many cheesy fan service scenes, and I have to say my rewatch has left me with a very poor view of the awkward and forced relationship between T’Pol and Trip — especially given the much better chemistry she had with Archer.

Nonetheless, even with those issues, I’d say Jolene Blalock’s brilliant performance assures T’Pol’s place as one of the brightest jewels in Enterprise’s crown.

On the whole, Enterprise is definitely flawed — more so than I remembered it being — but I think it remains the best incarnation of Star Trek to date.