The Hits Don’t Stop

Just a short stream of consciousness ramble today. The death of Overwatch Stadium has me feeling despondent about the state of my favourite hobby.

Pharah using her ultimate in Overwatch Stadium.I just finished writing a scathing column for Massively OP that should go up in the near future, so I won’t discuss Stadium specifically too much here, but it’s just another hit in a bad year. First New World was shut down, now Stadium. It hurts as a player, and it’s embarrassing professionally that I keep evangelizing for games only for them to fall flat. At least you can never accuse me of being a trend-chaser…

I’m too loyal for my own good, so this will probably pass, but right now I’m feeling so bitter at the mistreatment of Stadium I’m questioning my whole relationship with Blizzard. Do I really need to go back to WoW? Do I want to play Diablo 4 after all?

This time last year, it felt like Blizzard was on a redemption arc, with War Within being one of the best expansions ever for WoW, Stadium adding a whole new way to experience Overwatch, and Heroes of the Storm actually getting patches again. But now Midnight has torched Blood Elf lore (while admittedly still being a pretty good expansion outside the story), Stadium is dead, and Heroes of the Storm’s revival has turned into a monkey’s paw wish, with StarCraft II now also being mangled by bizarre redesigns as well.

Even beyond Blizzard, things are looking fairly bleak for gaming right now. There’s always been a lot of cynicism and negativity in the gaming community, but I’ve never been able to see things that way. I’ve watched the medium grow from crude DOS games to a vibrant and thriving artistic medium overflowing with diverse and creative titles, and I’ve always been continually awestruck by the artistry of indie and AAA titles alike.

My Syndicate main in New World.But with layoffs, cancellations, and closures everywhere, even my faith is being tested. I’m sure gaming will survive and probably recover, but it’s rough right now.

Part of it is just my depression and disability leaving me with little else to focus on in life, but I miss having things to look forward to. Genuinely the thing I think I’m going to miss the most about Stadium is not so much playing it as looking forward to what was coming next for it. Having a big and regularly updated game to look forward to is a good thing to focus on to keep my darker thoughts at bay.

There’s still WoW, but it just can’t excite in the same way after twenty years, even putting aside my conflicted feelings mentioned above. I was looking forward to giving ESO another go once they finish their class revamps, but now it’s been gutted by layoffs too, so who knows what its future looks like. I still want to give Aion 2 a try, but the more I read about it and its extremely sweaty community, the less appealing it seems. I’ve still got my Age of Empires games, but their expansions are relatively small and only every couple of months, and there’s no guarantee they’re safe from Microsoft’s layoff spree either. Once BioWare might have been a sense of hope, but after Veilguard (which I’m actually playing now), it’s hard to be optimistic about their future releases.

A co-op mission in ZeroSpace's beta,There’s smaller things, but they’re just that: Smaller. There’s Miracle, of course, but that’s years away, and likely to be a game I’ll finish in a week at most. There’s the unannounced yet seemingly inevitable Clair Obscur sequel, but again, far in the future. ZeroSpace is coming soon, but I worry it’s not going to get enough players to survive, and even if it does I don’t feel like it’s going to have the longevity SC2 did for me. I’m interested in Exodus, but the previews for it have seemed a bit mixed, and it’s still aways off.

It doesn’t help I’ve had a horrendous year outside the realm of gaming, with financial woes, health issues, and constant pain.

Nor is it improving my mood that the world is on fire, my city looks like it’s descended into literal hell, and I can’t go outside because the fucking air is poison.

I’m just not having a good time, man.

New World and Overwatch: Right Click to Block

My gaming time in November was almost entirely taken up by New World and Overwatch.

Dawn breaks over the Restless Shore in New World.Contrary to how many have reacted, the knowledge that it might all go away soon lit a fire under me to dive deep into New World in a way I haven’t in at least a year. I’ve now got all my gear sets for both max level characters more or less “finished.” Not full best in slot per se, but at least full “good enough in slot.” I could — and very well may — still do more upgrading with umbrals. My most used sets are at around 790, but others are hovering in the 740-770 range.

I’ve also been ticking things off my New World bucket list. I’ve spent a lot of the last couple days filling out my lore collection. It’s sent me back to a bunch of lower level zones I haven’t been to in a while and just been a lovely experience all around.

It’s a shame a bigger fandom never formed around New World’s lore. I realize the main story tends to be merely adequate, but when you step off the beaten path and start reading all the lore notes, you find some truly excellent writing. I feel like almost no one even bothered with these things, but they’re truly one of the best parts of the game.

Also, if you’ve never read the flavour text when you hover over locations on the map, start. Especially where Nighthaven is concerned. It takes real talent to make such tiny blocks of text so evocative. Again, I bet most people never notice these at all, and that’s a crying shame.

I also went through the process of getting all 100 Memory Fragments, a new collection system introduced in Nighthaven. Completing the quest for getting them all awards you with two full outfits, skins for every weapon (except daggers), thousands of gold, tens of thousands of territory standing, and multiple chromatic seals.

I used a guide. I was never going to have the patience to do it the hard way, especially when some are so far out of the way I genuinely have no idea how anyone ever found them. Even so, it wasn’t an easy process, as there’s no way in the game to track which ones you already have. The first 90 or so were easy enough, but trying to find the last few I was missing almost broke me.

The final ones were inside the elite area, and I grabbed the very last one literally seconds before being killed by the surrounding mobs. Ironically a chest run came through there very shortly after, so I guess I could have just waited, but at least I got a dramatic moment out of it.

I also did get that house in Edengrove to use up my main’s last housing slot. I struggled to figure out how I wanted to decorate it, though. I started out doing it up as the site of some sinister arcane ritual, but that felt too similar to her other houses, and it didn’t really fit the settlement’s cozy vibes. But then inspiration struck: She’s a Finn! She needs a sauna!

So as best as I could with the existing decorations, I turned the house’s single room interior into a sauna, while living areas are scattered around the porch.

I’ve warmed to Edengrove’s housing a little bit. I still think the exterior areas should be bigger and have more greenery, but there’s more space to them than it seems at first glance, and you can get some nice views from them.

Finally, I’ve been debating making another alt. Lore collecting had me feeling nostalgic for the starting zones, and I’ve only done the current version of the base game main story once. But we’ll see. I’m certainly not interested in playing another character at endgame.

When I could tear myself away from New World, I continued my journey with Overwatch Stadium. I’ve settled into a steady roster with Brigitte, Juno, and Pharah as my most played characters, roughly in that order.

I also periodically play Kiriko, Torbjorn, Reinhardt, and Hazard. I’ve dabbled with Tracer, and to my infinite shock, I’ve actually done okay-ish with her, but I’m not sure I actually enjoy playing her. My brain is not built to move that fast.

Showing off Juno's Celestial skin with a highlight intro in Overwatch.Frustratingly, I still can’t play D.Va to save my life. I’ve tried every possible build, and all I do is die. I don’t get it. Haven’t really been getting my D.Va fix from Heroes of the Storm, either, as I haven’t enjoyed it much since the big macro patch (although the recent adjustment to comeback mechanics seems to have helped a little). This is one of those moments where I really wish Overwatch hadn’t abandoned PvE, because I really enjoy this character, but I’m just not good enough to play her against other players.

Meanwhile I’m still at around a 70% win rate on Brigitte. Actually, I think it’s about 69% right now. Obligatory “nice.”

I did have an odd thought as to why Brigitte has clicked so well for me (beyond my natural predilection toward paladins): She’s a New World character.

Think about it. Right click to block with your shield, left click to attack, and three active abilities on short cooldowns. That’s a New World character. Brigitte is using much the same skills and muscle memory I’ve spent the last four years honing in New World. Reinhardt’s similar, and I’ve got a pretty absurd win rate with him, too.

Dancing with Brigitte's medic skin in Overwatch.I did also check out the trial for the new melee damage hero, Vendetta. With her wild aerialist mobility, she’s a bit less New World-esque, but she does still have something of a similar feel. I had an absolute blast playing her in bot games (at least until it got stale as bot games always do), probably doing better than I ever have in those before. Pretty sure that’s the first time I’ve gotten a five kill without using an ultimate (or possibly at all) in any game mode.

Mind you, a brief foray into actual PvP games put to rest any delusions of grandeur I might have been having. Perhaps I might be a competent Vendetta in Stadium with the third person camera, but she probably won’t make it to Stadium any time soon.

I do really like her playstyle, though. I appreciate that they did incorporate an element of aim into her kit with the much narrower but more powerful overhead slash that caps off her melee combo. Needing to actually aim even for melee hits is also one of the things I love most about New World’s combat.

There’s clearly a small but significant disconnect between what I enjoy in games and what I’m good at. I really enjoy the need for precise aiming; I mainly played snipers in single-player and co-op shooters, after all, and it’s one of my favourite things about New World. I’m just not good enough to manage it in a fast-paced environment like Overwatch, hence when I have to lean on characters that are melee or can rely on abilities rather than guns.

A replay of Vendetta using her ultimate ability in Overwatch.I also want to say I love how dramatic Vendetta’s voice actress is. Up there with Illari and Ramattra for the best voice acting in the game.

It will of course never happen, but between the fact her ultimate is massive overhead bash and how the Overwatch community tends to be, I really want there to be an April Fools event where they change her ultimate line to, “GO TO HORNY JAIL!”